Sunday, January 17, 2021

6.3 years down the line.


Summary of 6.3 years.


Haha..The last time I wrote was like ? 6 yrs ago,few months before I embarked on my master journey.

Here we go,I am still the same person but I think better version of myself.

I am still ambivert(according  to personality test that I took ,I am 40% extrovert and 60% introvert)

and I am still has low tolerance for people that I think they are slow(teruk gila perangai aku..tapi aku mmg susah nak sabar part ni,walaupun aku dah still sama)

I completed my masters ,got my study published (I didn’t brag about it because mcm low impact study je pon..hahah..but very much thanks to Prof Hamidah and Dr Loh)

I went thru lowest part of my life,gained a lot of weight during master(blame it to the postcall binge eating).Literally cried and ventilated to my father regarding how stressful I was.And best part is I discovered so many good and kind hearted people along my master journey.

Banyak jugak moral of the story yg aku boleh bgtau psl kehidupan.As I go through my daily life,I am trying to become a better person everyday.

Okla,I feel that I want to start writing again as I think I need a breather apart from my good friend,Intan who always listens to me and knows almost all my secrets 😋.

Oh ye,btw,lupa nak ckp,I am still not yet settle down.haha..(x kelakar,nanti la aku cerita kemudian)

as for now,bye2

Thursday, October 30, 2014

Guilty and being difficult

I entered paediatric department reluctantly
After one year,I think I am in love with this fieldI started to think what i have done in the pastPatient's management and rights.
I promise to myself that I wont do it to my housemen.

Case 1:Down syndrome age 2 yrs oldA son to a Dr in KKMCame to Green Zone with c/o diarrhea for 2 daysI asked my MO what to doShe asked me to take the blood and reassuranceOf course the blood will be normalAnd she didnt even come to look  at the patient

Case 2:
A mother came to ED brought a child with complained of poor oral intake
The child was crying..a lot...
I referred  to Paeds MO
He asked me to define how poor the oral intake was.
usually how many oz of milk and at that time of illness,how much
Come on,TWC is 25..Just admit!
Case 3:
My MO sat in front of me
Asked me to refer a dengue case which is not warranted for admission
Then i got scolded by Medical MO

Case 4:
A prof dr who came to redzone with DKA,shock
The blood gas was extremely difficult
The dr even called with me dr's title(sedih..)
No MO wanted to take the blood gas bcoz it was super difficult,so they sent me..(wic is i felt it was a disgraceful act to terminally ill pt,he had multiple comorbids with multiple ICu admission,somemore he was a medical dr..
Of  course i got the ABG(ehemm)

Dont be difficult people.Help your housemen.And housemen,dont take advantage on ur MOs.

Sunday, September 14, 2014


as i am getting older..i know and i notice that i have one particular bad attitude(eh..we call that attitude ke)my tolerance towards other people are quite low

mcm mana nak ubah erk..
serabut kdg2..

nama pon manusia..aku tgh serabut!note to myself: please change!