Defining people

It's weekend.

I am following a course(4th course ) for this month,but having a lecture through vc shorten my attention span..hahaha..a lot of distraction(ni semua alasan ye)

(kain berlambak tak lipat..aku tak suka lipat baju,sanggup basuh,sidai and gosok..😂)..apa2 je la..dah tua pon,malas nk fikir habit yg tak memberangsangkan ni.)

By the way,one of my close friend called me while i was driving and I chatted with her on my way back from Sri Iskandar to Manjung.

She said that she felt inferior of her ex's partner..(aku cm wei...apa ko ni..dlm bnyk2 benda yg ko patut inferior..ko tak patut rasa inferior for this particular thing..ni semua syaitonirrojim yg buat ko fikir benda tak patut fikir)

Issue nya adalah org berubah lepas they get into relationship and cause the relationship to be broken.

I was a medical student in middle east.Aku follow kelas agama,usrah..tp bukanlah hard core..aku percaya,mana pon org campak ko..ko patut jd org yg sama regardless apa pon jd especially kalau benda tu related dengan kepercayaan,aku rasa tkde kompromi)

So..lepas habis belajar,kita semua pon start houseman..aku direzekikan jumpa org mcm aku..

Jenis tak bercampur sgt dgn 80 peratus takde relationship commitment..few kwn and junior aku berubah,I do not need to mention how they changeD..but it was not a positive one.(define positive:better muslim)

Dekat radio ada satu iklan ustaz don daniyal.benda tu selalu buat aku terfikir..lebih kurang la ye ayat dia mcm ni..

Sy bc quran,hafal quran....tp,apa pon kita,semua bergantung pd hati..(aku mcm waaa,hostad ni ckp benda yg aku selalu fikir)

Quran,Hadis nabi,ceramah agama adalah benda yg ko selalu kena tgk utk jd baik,tp semua berbalik dekat hati..Doa bnyak2 supaya Allah jg hati kita,tutup aib kita and berikan kita husnul khatimah..

Aku selalu harap aku org yg sama mana pun aku pergi dan aku kagum org yg boleh maintain jd org yg sama walaupun keadaan mendesak..)cth desakan adalah:try to prove that ure good in ur work(showmanship),trying to get attention ,aging but not in relationship yet..

Apa pun,aku ckp dgn kwn aku..takyah rasa inferior sbb tak worth..u re way a better person than his ex.U re established and equipped woman.Ko kena jadi lebih baik and baik.The last and a never  thing that u should do  is to feel inferior.

(occasionally,aku pun rasa inferior,tp aku punya method pujuk hati sendiri mcm agak berkesan dgn diri sendiri...haha..tp tak bagus sgt selalu pujuk hati sendiri ni,dia akn buat ko selalu mkn hati,tp why not when u can avoid argument and conflict)

Okla,apa pun jadi,dekat mana pun ko...ko kena berpendirian sama,try to be a better person everyday ok =)

It is a struggle...tp mesti boleh!!!