Today,i decided to discuss with boss regarding cuti tanpa gaji.
she allowed but at the end of discussion,rasa kelakar sebab... suddenly she said that she may not allow me to go for attachment in terengganu and i hv to wait until july.
from the moment she said that,i know that no one can help or defend me except myself.letih rasa kerja teruk tp tkde org nk tlg kita
so,i had a long chat with ayah..yg sedihnya,dia kata,penat ayah besarkan kamu ,kalau jadi apa2 dkt kamu,masa depan kamu apa akan jadi..
ye,tkde org boleh tlg kita melainkan diri sendiri.aku akan kuatkan diri aku..taknak duduk sorg2..kerja elok2..
i will wait until bos come back for cuti and told her my decision to leave earlier
whenever i hd conversation with someone,topik ni mesti akan naik balik.and aku akan overthink
i seriously tak boleh duduk sorg2 especially dgn org yg tahu situasi aku ...
aku takut jd lama2 mcm ni,org akan percaya aku yg jht sbb aku tak vocal kan mslh aku .
bila semua kesedihan and kepayahan ni akan berakhir,😔😔😔
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