Cutting ties

 

today was busy.rounds,ho teaching,clinic

ate lunch in front of bhts.

sambung dgn dokumen thalasemia. and now balik rmh lambak bht tepi katil..

i cried today in front of mos.

aku letih dh kerja kt sini ..today boss panggil aku and ckp,Aqilah..cepat cut umbilical cord..(haha..it is a symbolic words meant for cutting ties with my current work)

kerja tak habis2, humiliated,hated to the bits by other people.

aku ventilate dkt mak aku psl morbidity presentation esok..mintak mak doa supaya aku bg ketenangan hati.

i am just merely a human.

takde apa pun aku ni ..tkpe kilah,ko sabar,sikit je lagi..tiga minggu and ko akan habis..

maintain ur sanity,keep ur hard work.focus on ur pts not ur b***** colleagues .

biar Allah je balas ..

eh,rasa nak demam .sejuk and letih dri biasa 

okla.. gudnite (finished written at 2100h..)