Gemuk dan letih

I was really busy for the past 5 days .

my oncalls were bad.people scrutinized me and gave unnecessary comment.it is the last thing i wanted to hear from them.

x baik(literally,jahat)betul dorg..but...but my boss told me.Aqilah,u did well..(bangga sekejap.haha)

as usual,people will tell me so and so..tp sbb tak larat sgt.aku mcm..alahai..itu pun nak komplen ke..

monday postcall but i had to wake up middle of the night to do homework.seriously,slept only 7.5 hrs in 90hrs...i ate a lot to stay awake..ini adalah downside kalau aku busy sgt..post call endorphins aku sgt tinggi .

to make it worse,this morning i overslept..

bangun tgh mlm..kemas dapur sikit and baju..bangun balik dah 730..terkejut 😨.dah la pergi visiting clinic. frankly speaking aku tak pernah overslept time duduk sorg.

gerak dari rumah pkl 8..lapo gila..berenti beli roti dkt stesen minyak 

sedih kdg2 kehidupan umur mcm ni .tak teratur...tp bersyukur sbb tuhan bg semua dkt aku ..

sihat..nak semua apa2 ada...tp gemuk tu pilihan sendiri lah kan..siapa suruh ko g mkn bnyak .(ye la weii..cmne aku nak berjaga..coffee will make my gastric worse)

now,i am in sri iskandar..nak kena lipat baju berlambak..kemas kereta..maybe nk balik manjung..tp tak sure nak balik mlm ni or esok..tp letih nya nk balik mlm ni..rasa nak tido dan btenang and take things slowly .maybe ptg ni,i can go walk for a while..instead of doing nothing 

or should i drive to manong and have my sanity drive..

or..should i just sleep  since tomorrow i am oncall again..

ok..dah decide..tido je la..nanti pk balik.