Alhamdulillah

I managed to get 3hrs sleep from 11 until 2am.

Alhamdulillah..my call is not too bad.(i am oncall dgn gazetting specialist,colleague dkt hkl..so,okla..)

selalu aku rasa bila aku ada unbearable situation,tkleh tido sbb kerja,rasa nak tergolek sakit kepala,Tuhan buat aku punya oncall or working day tu..bearable.

cuma,malam tadi masa round,ada few staff nurses yg tipped me off..aku wonder lah..kenapa sebenarnya mulut org jahat..kalau anak aku..aku cubit dah mulut tu..

basically,i have one palliative patient,parents still in denial phase.

by saying to parents that their child can be discharge home but the parents are not ready straight to parents' face adalah immoral and very judgemental.

boleh tak kita duduk je dengar and bagi pendapat kita professionally..pandai pulak ko nak judge parents yg tgh struggle nak digest yg anak dia akan mati esok lusa.

btw,tahu tak,pkl brp aku tido smlm...pkl 4 am,bangun tido dh mcm automatic pkl 530..

busy whole day,petang waktu meeting dah ngantuk....

skrg, tkleh tido lepas terbangun..bosan je la aku ni .kdg mmg aku ada mslh susah nak tido.. especially masa tgh stress kt manjung dulu .

sure pengsan mlm ni...tapi kena pergi kedai beli brg...haih  nak makan pun kena rajin.😴

ok, aqilah,u have less than 12 hrs working day .balik 330pm hari ni💃💃

dah terpk dah nak bukak puasa makan apa hari ni..😆.. yeayy

p/s:btw,to whom it may concern,are u oncall too..put up a status if u do.haha..🤪