Small things in life.😄

This is Daris,kid who passed away two weeks ago.              

Selalu pulak mak dia datang hospital bagi makanan and goodies..This is second time.Daris was from Kuantan.

I think his mother must have been thinking about Daris all the time.And I was thinking about his craving that he couldn't have the chance to have it..He wanted ayam goreng spicy McDonald's two days before he passed away..tapi masa tu Mcd KT takde fried chicken..🥲(bila aku citer kt kwn aku benda ni..dia boleh gelak..kalau anak aku .aku sedih kott..)

Once, when I was in Manjung,I held a bereavement counselling for a child who passed away for ARDS.child was a chubby child and had OSA.It was sudden for parents.

Mak dia,lepas anak dia meninggal,akan bawak motor tiap2 hari lalu hospital..Ayah dia pula,bawa baju last,tak basuh lagi..yg anak dia pakai masa dekat ward dalam beg kerja.

Sampai dua kali kena bereavement counselling,wic was rare.Sebenarnya kan,bila bereavement counselling,kes2 laki bini ada issue affect anak ke..aku pun takde jwpn.. hehe,once pernah sekali,a mother beria nangis depan aku psl suami dia..then mak dia masa tgh peak tu,leh lak tanya..dr dah kawen ke..(dah pulak...aku cakap ye je.tak sampai hati kata tak..sbb karang maybe dia rasa aku tak faham and i am not a good person to listen to her.haha..)

Aku dengar je.. boleh la bg suggestions..tp tah le wei..aku pun tak tau la betul ke tidak..

Sometimes,when u tell people perkara sebenar,ko akan rasa awkward..mcm baru ni..ambik darah for infectious screening masuk tempat kerja baru..

aku cakap dkt sn:ambik darah sy dkt wrist..dkt cubital fossa mmg takkan dapat .tak pernah org dapat .(ini nampak sgt tak buat kerja berat)

(kebanyakan org akan ingat aku mcm junior mo or ho..tp takleh tipu lah..ada ic number masa masuk bilik tu..hahaha)

tapi,paling epic sekali..tiba,staff nurse tu boleh pulak cakap...habis tu dr beranak macam mana .(hahaha).

aku gelak je..hehe,saya tak kahwin lagi..pastu aku rasa awkward..aku sambung lah ayat aku so that,aku rasa boleh neutralize keadaan..saya sihat and tak pernah masuk ward jugak ..(aku gelak2 comel ... sbb kalau tak gelak..nanti maybe dorg rasa mcm..dr ni marah ke..hahaha)

aku citer dkt dua org kawan aku ...semua gelak besar..hahahaha

Hari ni,nak bgtau..yg aku happy jugak.i have been thinking about currypuff for these few days..sbb tgk drama actors suka makan currypuff.(drama ni cringe wei..hopeless romantic..😝)

nak beli frozen,kena pergi supermarket wic is sesak and aku tak suka sesak..and somemore bila ko duduk dgn housemate,ko kena minimize barang dlm fridge..

then before nak balik aku tgk selambak curry puff atas kaunter..segan nak mintak, tiba sn ckp..dr,makanlah..(yeayy dalam hati).

dalam tu ada semua jenis currypuff..ikan,sardin and kentang dlm satu bekas and aku pick randomly..and teka apa..

aku dapat rasa semua!!seronoknya!!!

Percaya,ada banyak je benda magic jadi dkt dalam hidup ni.. dan Tuhan selalu ingat ko..dia akan selalu bg apa ko nak..

Appreciate all small little things yang ada dalam hidup,meskipun craving makanan yang tertunai..sebab nanti,ko tak tau pun..whether ko boleh lagi tak lalui benda tu..

Till then,good night.