What keeps us going?

I actually wrote in this blogsite, few entries for the past 3 days and keep those as drafts..

Anhedonic,i need physical conversation..

I decide to write significant things that i go thru everyday and at the end of the day or writings,I will decide to keep or to publish..

mcm bagus jugak buat mcm ni..sebab aku rasa aku akan kurang impulsive..kang tetiba..ko bukak page ni,nampak aku meroyan marah orang..

ko pagi2,ada mood baik..bila mana baru je nak start kerja..tgk aku emo kt sini..

lagipun,marah,kalau simpan lama..dia akan berhenti sendiri..

sama jugak mcm perasaan..apa2 perasaan pun,kalau simpan lama..dia akan hilang sendiri .cuma teringat tu mmg pasti..

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I  am in the morning passover.

MO ni master..you can hear her voice vibration.mcm sgt debo waktu dia present..haha

Haih..mmg aku takkan ulang dah jadi HO and MO.haha..

tapi,this phase will teach u resilience and hardwork.

Fasa ni pun,akan ajar ko..supaya humble and kita ni bukanlah sesiapa pun..

tapi,kalau tak tahan,i understand..stress kot..

and btw,jadi specialist tak kaya pun..but i think,if we have the capability to do better in ur daily life..or other people's life..kenapa kita nak stagnant..

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akhir kata,tgh2 duduk nak tunggu drama pkl 7 ni,aku terfikir

Dalam seharian..apa yg membuatkan kita jalan terus..

aku boleh jalan terus, obviously sebab Tuhan bg aku kekuatan..support system yg baik. 

kdg2 aku teringat jugak..

bukan kdg2..selalu..mcm selalu sgt.haha..

ok tkpe..I will and try to enjoy even small little things to go through my daily life happily..bila kita bersyukur,kira banyak mana Tuhan dah bg dkt kita,kita takkan mengeluh utk sedikit dugaan yg Tuhan bagi .dan Tuhan akan bagi lebih banyak lagi..

Aku tulis perkara ni sekarang,dgn perasaan sedih,aku harap dalam beberapa masa terdekat ni..

Aku boleh baca balik entry ni..dan senyum sebab aku dh get over..