Perempuan,manusia yg tak pernah dewasa.

i wrote this entry yesterday(29.8).been meaning to release yesterday.

but i am occupied and tired setelah menua ni.

kenapa tajuk mcm ni?sebab aku mmg rasa betul..tak sampai beberapa hari aku kata aku nak tutup..tiba,aku bukak balik blog ni .hahah.

eh,takpe lah..sebab perkara ni perlu untuk menjaga kesihatan mental sendiri sbb sukarnya nak cerita dkt org 

aku tulis tiga entry ..tp yg tu aku tak release sebab aku rasa sgt budak2..

That day,when I  drove to Marang..i told myself..I will capture whenever my car's metre turn 5615..i realized at traffic light just now when it was 5618..

i smiled and told myself..ohhh,takde jodoh.. haha funny isn't it..

today,i came back late..bought so many food when actually i still have a lot

i ate my lunch at 435 pm.ate my bfast at 650am.i dont know what kind of meal i should call that .

whether lunch or dinner .but definitely it was a good meal.nasi lemak with keel chicken,given by my staff nurse .makan rasa nak tercekik..

i came back to ward at 6pm,told staff nurse that a patient is going to be transferred here.bila nak ambik?

then,staff nurse tu boleh cakap..dorg tkde call pun..tp tone dia kasar..

aku kan, sebenarnya kan,perasan je tone org,apa content org cakap..cuma aku pilih utk tak react..

tp kalau melampau tu,mmg aku bagi je sekali..

I took a long drive after work since aku tak solat..reach home at 920pm.

rasa letih..ive been working for 6 consecutive weeks..

sometimes,i do ask myself..kenapala pilih sambung belajar..kenapa tak duduk je district..tapi terlalu selesa..tak rasa move fwd..aku rasa mcm boleh buat sesuatu..

itu aku cakap bila mana aku takleh handle perasaan letih,nak marah,lapar..

Sabar Kilah..count ur blessings..

untuk segala perasaan yg ko bertahan ketika ini,moga Allah beri ganjaran baik akhir nanti .