Things to ponder.

Happy heart,clear mind,peaceful life.

I came across this quote dari page org.

Together with this quote,she put up pictures of expensive,luxurious goods,perfumes and rich husband and cute daughter.Itu definition dia.

Lain org lain kan.depends on apa yg org ada..org akan rasa happy kalau dia dpt hidup, pandang apa yg ada dgn dia dgn baik.ini aku rasa la..haha

Ada few occasions yg aku rasa nak nangis dari semalam...banyak masa pulak aku skrg nak pk teruk2 and sempat pulak nak nangis .haha.

Semalam,masa balik,naik train,a mother brought her small infant naik stroller with another toddler probably 3-4 yrs old.

A guy tolong angkat stroller tu,and people gave seats to them.Tau tak budak tu ckp apa kt org ramai. Thank you .thank you for helping my mother .aku rasa cute sgt..cute sampai nak nangis.

Hari ni,an 11 yrs old girl,my patient named Bea..poor her,she has CNS PTLD,a bit encephalopathic and hypersensitive to touch..she has hyperalgesia.

Routine physical examinations causing her to have pain tapi she tried to cooperate.

She tried to answer our questions walaupun nampak mamai.Bila keluar dari bilik tu,dia cakap thank you...

Alahai..cairnyaaaaa..baiknya perangai..

Aku tak pandai main sgt dgn bdk2.. personality aku tak bright..lambat panas sikit..tp kalau dh comfortable..aku biasa je.aku suka je layan budak borak..kelakar.tp nak main mcm happy2 tu tak reti.haha

Anyway,ada sorg bdk ni .Daisy,2 yrs old.dia selalu pndang aku bila round..wearing a mask,dia tak nampak kot reaksi muka aku.kdg2 dia main mata..kdg2 curi pandang.

Hari ni,dia pegang tgn aku ajak jalan2 dlm bilik dia...aku pon pelik..happy dia hari ni .oh yes,she is officially free from AML,recovered well post 2nd transplant with 99.8 chimerism.Parents mana tak happy kan.

Ada banyak lagi cerita yg aku rasa cair bila tgk struggle org lain..sedih,tp dalam masa yg sama,aku harap dorg overcome struggle dgn baik.somehow,dkt sini,sebab tak busy,aku notice banyak benda dkt surrounding.and aku rasa org dkt sini sensitive and sensible.. moral bagus haha.

If you see someone happy, pray that Allah always keep them like that even you are going through rough times.dengan harapan,Allah akan keep us at peace,rasa cukup, sihat,beri kita perkara baik and selalu bg  guide.

Aku start tulis hari khamis.tp malas nak put final words semalam.haha.

Hari ni dah hari Jumaat.seronoknya..nak buat bnyak benda.jomlah siap beg, lipat baju, ptg ni nak p park lepak2 dgr utube sebab forecast ckp panas hari ni..

Weekend ni,ada banyak benda nak masak..popia,lasagna(farin nk try)kari(ni penting,aku sgt suka)..eh sedapnya.pk pon dh best.

aku pon nk p cari carrot cake kt country side.tgk kt tiktok..bestnya.bnyak kan cravings .tgk la kalau rajin.sbb kena p sorg.

Oklah.Harap ko ok je,hari ko pon ok je..