Lonely journey.

aku tgh dgr mdt conference.malas nak balik awal

ada kes pos transplant yg teruk.

aku takde la pandai sgt..tak brp suka pon nak cerita pasal kerja..tp occasionally aku cerita je kan.

aku nak cerita pasal pt aku,match unrelated donor transplant.

semalam,tgk dia rasa nak nangis..after 4 days,i was on leave..his skin becomes very bad,to begin with dia ada grade iv skin gvhd..skrg ada mcm SJS/TEN.(if ko Dr,ko boleh imagine kan teruk mcm mana)

but he is stoic.he was trying to convince himself that he is doing ok.rasa nak nangis .hari ni dia ada spontaneous pneumothorax.masuk icu.

pagi tadi,masa aku duduk sorg dgn dia..aku cakap dgn bdk tu,i hope and pray for you,you will be ok and do well.

aku nak cerita kt org pon..org tak paham.kdg,aku rasa transplant ni mcm lonely journey je..semua benda fikir sendiri.hurm..

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912pm.

ngantuk dah..jom tido.goodnite.