Palliative

Dah pukul 1am

aku baru habis prepare lunch box.esok kena p kerja awal..

tido sgt awal malam tadi.hujan waktu balik..lepas minum soup,makan keropok sikit then terus baring haha.

730pm.bangun balik 1130pm.

skrg nk solat kejap then tido.

ko apa khabar, harap ok je..aku ok je..takda apa nak cerita sgt..emosi stabil .tenang je . Alhamdulillah..

hari ni,belajar palliative.fikir balik,palliative care unit is a group of people who really takes time,most of the time,overthink(in a good way) how to make things go smooth towards the eternal journey.

ajar how to introduce them in sneaky way.

ajar do's and dont's masa counselling(less people in counselling session,dont type,where to put tissues and when to give them)-minute things pon ajar kan..

ajar what to expect from parents,utk put in their persepective tu sgt lain.

reflect balik utk hari ni:mo baru je taip dgn gigihnya masa adolescent who is left behind by parents tgh nangis .i found it annoying masa tu..hearing tapping sounds when someone is sad..mcm takde common sense kan.

satu lah aku suka org putih ni ...dia ada common sense tinggi..movement very minimal masa org tgh bg talk or concentrating on something.

kdg aku overthink.. senyap,selalunya mesti ada something jd.sabar,Allah akan bagi sesuatu paling baik kemudian..sabar ok.. sabar banyak2..

jom lah..goodnight.

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204pm

kelakar..kwn aku nama timah,dia ni suka komplen.. kdg tu aku tkleh concentrate apa dia ckp sbb selalu sgt komplen.

tp satu ayat dia hari ni,blur ayam.

saja minum mocha sebab nk borak dgn msian people.banyak kalori..kenyang tk mkn lunch lg..