Mid -month

Now in mid month of ramadhan.

Something happened 3 weeks ago and I came into realization where should I put myself.

Takpelah,this too shall pass.I did once before and now I am older and wiser,of course I can do it again.

It is just a matter of time for me to get over.But seriously it is harder than said.😓

By the way,I have so many pending things to do, referrals outside and clinical audit to sort out, rearranging ward files and clinical registry.(malas gila and somemore,drained out after 1 pm,I fell asleep most of the time in the afternoon while waiting for zuhr prayer..<--Lama dah tak tertido,it must be aging signs.

It's good to be busy because it keeps me occupied.therefore, I'll be more focus.

I found blogging without anyone knows that I am writing is good for my sanity.I think I became less expressive and I hv better self controlled(I guess..hahah)

Ok,now,my motivation to keep me moving is to not having active call in 10 years time.Ye qilah,ko boleh!!!!(org mesti rasa apa punya motivation la kan..)

Motivation utk cut some weight because I want to age gracefully and healthy. I started taking supplement mid last year,thinking more about myself when I went to Tawau.(ye,tak tanya,tp nak ckp jugak..haha)

sometimes when u travel,and get out of your routine is important to help u straighten and refocus on ur priority in life.

So,my utmost priority is to continue study.Of course,finding a partner is also one of the priority.

One thing I know that I cannot do and never do is to sacrifice my introvert side.org offer p join dating apps..(wei,aku tkleh la..tkde keyakinan sampai mcm tu..)

Mcm tu la kan rezeki masing2...

Allah  dah bagi aku banyak benda,like seriously banyak sgt.

Pernah tau,pernah aku rasa desperate and aku mintak dkt Allah,this is the last thing I wish to have.I got it.

Tp sebenarnya,mmg takkan boleh pon sbb mmg hidup sentiasa bergantung dgn Tuhan.

So,aku rasa penting untuk enjoy small little things dalam hidup ko.walaupn hanya dapat message mengarut dari kwn ko and buat ko gelak or senyum.to be able to have good friends,to be able to walk independently,to be able to think straight and do things well.

for all of the above,I am really grateful.Thank you Allah 

Okla..jom habiskan kerja..then boleh pergi jalan waktu ptg💂