Somehow,i love driving in this area.this is manong area road.
kalau lah drive tu burn calories..sure i will burn more than anyone else..original plan patut balik esok.. but due to non stop raining in northern area.(dah mcm rasa winter)
aku pun rasa🥴 what for staying in the room alone..
better balik ,stay kampung.need to reorganize my life.
by the way,of course bila kita jln dgn kwn2 single,topic kahwin akan naik.
farah once said during our vacation:akak,sy masih positif utk settle down.mungkin akak tak(ms dia ckp ni..aku cm tertanya balik diri sendiri..eh yeke tak .aku rasa aku ada perangai malas nk ckp utk benda tak pasti..)
actually i was not into it previous yrs..but end of last yr,bila rasa dh settle down sikit in career..eh..terpk:
i am the only one in my batch yg tak kahwin lagi..tried few things..online dating.. introduced by friends..
tp rasa ada mcm tak kena .aku malas nk pk benda complicated .. things that I can't control.wic is people's heart.
so,i dropped everything.i want to meet people by chance, possibly depan2,at least i know how he reacts,how he thinks and obviously how he handles his stress.
tp..dh mid 30s😅...as we are older kan,we get to know how to read people and cant avoid being judgemental..cuma ckp ke tak ckp je .🌚
okla..mari kita lupakan psl relationship issue yg dri 10 thn lepas asyik ckp benda sama.. habis master..ni nak sambung sub pn tk settle lagi issue ni..
tkpelah, let's strive to be better..
I need to find a new hobby.a hobby that i can do alone.so that, easy to do,tkyh tunggu kwn..i dont keen to get to know to new ppl umur2 mcm ni .malas nk ada drama..drama dh ada kt workplace pon dh cukup buat aku sedih..
p/s:so many tapi and malas words(see,benda ni ckp smpai esok pn tak sudah)
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