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Tahu tak perasaan postcall and u did the best u could..lepas tu kena condemn.

and u discover more things that people did behind u  

mcm mana nak hilangkan perasaan utk tidak harapkan recognition or at least..at least tak heran apa org kata..

oh my..i just cant ignore other people's behaviour towards me .

lama2 mcm ni..rasa hopeless..helpless..letih..

mcm mana nk sambung sub and concentrate kalau selalu rasa rendah diri and worthless.

i may act strong..but always in my mind,i cannot ignore people's action towards me.

apalah fikiran aku ni..boleh tak jgn concentrate utk benda yg ko tak boleh nk control.

i cant say to my colleague(tp mmg rasa nak ajar sikit,adab tu mcm mana):Hey..dont cekak pinggang when i am passing over to you.i am confronting u right now..dont talk behind my back.

can u imagine how she will shout at me if i confront her..haha

Dont imagine..it will be a nightmare and definitely a sensational story in the hosp😅..haha..

okla..till then..gudnite..i hv tension headache now,postcall😑