Clarification

today walked with boss.

actually hari jumaat hari tu ...aku nangis sehari suntuk sebab aku tkleh brain kenapa bos nk mrh aku..luar kawalan aku kot..

i avoided her for few days,sbb rasa takleh brain sangat🤨

somehow today,i feel that  i should just go walk with her,since she asked me two times during weekend.rasa bersalah.

u know,sometimes bila ko stress,ko nak duduk seorang2..do nothing, play games,iron clothes,kemas barang..and taknak buat kerja yg ada komitmen,u want to do something at ur own pace..

tu sbb aku tak suka masak..haha..(boleh plak alasan mcm tu)

retrospectively,bila tgk whole situation on friday,aku rasa subordinate aku buat something yg dia taknak buat..but he had to do it anyway .(this is based on his facial features masa dia postcall)

i dont want to put him in awkward position.certain things better left unsaid. leave it that way..aku dah la tkleh nk brain bnyak benda..krg nak digest org asyik nak talk about me at the back pon satu mental torture utk aku..

lama lama org mengata aku..aku yg rasa aku useless..at least skrg..i still have some small things to be happy about.

good conversations with my medical officers,good food..certain work achievements.

cukup la mcm tu .nak kejar apa sgt pun la hidup ni .kerja je la elok2..nak pindah dah pun .

ok, skrg aku patut masak..tp haihh .tak rajinnya.🥴

tkpela Kilah,Tuhan tu ada..