One year.

Morning.

Today,marked one year of me writing in this blog lepas habis master.

i guess it was a a stressful year.It still is a stressful working day now😂.I didn't even write in this blog while I was doing master.

Eventhough entries are getting more towards december,indicates that I am very stressful ..i am still sane.Alhamdulillah..

Allah bagi aku sifat marah yg boleh senyap dan tak campak2 barang,yg boleh ckp dgn org elok2..(jgn ckp dgn sy ...sy tgh marah...)hahaha..ko ada..kdg aku rasa  org rasa aku emo bila aku ckp mcm tu .tp bila aku berhenti dan jwp soalan yg aku rasa..itu pn nk tnya aku ke..baik jgn jwb and suruh dia tnya org lain..😂

it's worse when C left,last I talked to him in November,and he asked me if I am okay .i said i am.but i am not .

what tipped me last year,i knew that this environment is different when I had a lunch and talked with my c*******s and I was surprised with their impression towards other people until I had to stop them.

Aku adalah type yang tak boleh tgk org lain buat salah,ini bukan salah lagi,ini dosa yang kalau ko buat,ko mcm sgt angkuh dengan  Tuhan.

😱 .yday was not a really fruitful day.I did nothing after I went out with Ain.watching drama,talked to sumi,sakinah and then I slept early.

Hope today is better.This week,i dont have any call.I am planning to be more vigilant with my work.

You can do this,Kilah(ini adalah kata2 reaffirmation..mungkin perempuan je kot yg suka buat..hhahahah)..poyo kan..

have a good day today!!!