Alhamdulillah.
sekarang 640am.(woke up and staring at ceiling longer than usual..started writing,lepas tu teringat i hv not yet iron my tudung..haha..cpt2 bangun)
aku mcm ada subacute fatigue since end of January.
tido tapi bangun tido rasa lemau.
yday,i was oncall but i managed to get some sleep total around 8hrs yday.
hari ni kan,aku belajar ..apa pun yg kalau bukan written utk ko .takkan jadi milik ko.
u know that i had gone thru puasa and raya alone for the past 2 yrs kan .
ingat tahun ni,i will celebrate raya in kl..received call from dr zu in hkl,she disapproved my attachment in KL in April.
i tried talking to her regarding my raya and puasa history..tapi tak berjaya..thank God dia tak marah aku..haha..
nak nangis mula2,lepas duduk bertenang...slowly, mungkin ada hikmahnya..bersabar la kilah..
untuk ko move on and pindah pun dah patut bersyukur..takpela.. cuba belajar utk redha..mcm mana aku selalu harap utk sesuatu jadi tapi tak jadi..mcm tu la,ko patut terima keadaan sekarang.. takpela....nanti lama2,ko akan ok..doakan aku ok..
btw harapan nak raya pun tipis jgk..since aku single..almost all pediatricians dkt sana muslim and married.😂
p/s:weihhhh sedihnya 😔
btw,aku kt service center keter..tu sbb bnyk masa..haha
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